My Friend.

My friend is changing her life. She started a little bit before me on Weight Watchers. She has lost 24.2 lbs. She is doing it and I am super jealous. I don't know why I can't do this for myself. I know what I am supposed to do and how to do it so I don't know why I can't follow through. She has lost nearly 25 lbs and I am lucky if I don't gain each week. I am still hovering around 220. It's not fair! Okay maybe it's fair because she is actually working at it and I am not, but it still sucks for me! 25 lbs would take me under 200. It's been years since I was under 200. Why can't I do this? :(