Dissapointment and Sadness

Disappointment
Weighing in is so disappointing sometimes.  Yesterday was the half way point of the challenge. The end of the teams and the beginning of the singles. My team came in third. :( I didn't lose anything last week. :( :(  I focused myself and ate on plan today but there are 4 weeks left and I feel like giving up and throwing in the towel. I'm starting to wonder if I am always supposed to look like I do.

Sadness
I am so sad. I feel like it's so unfair that I can't eat what I like. I'm not even talking about junk food. I'm talking fruits and such. I feel like there is no possible way that I can lose weight if I am not on a strict low carb way of eating.

BSBWL Challenge-Day -Weigh In Day!

Welcome back to another BSBWL weigh in day! This week I lost 3.6 lbs. If you remember back to last week you'll remember that I gained 3.6 on the last weigh in day! So I guess the past two weeks washed each other out! lol Oh well, still a loss and hopefully this next week will not bring on another gain! I just have to stay focused and ahead of the game. I can do it! I SO want to get to 199 by the end of the challenge. We are just finishing week 3. 5 weeks to go.

BSBWL Challenge-Day 17

Breakfast:
2 perfectly cooked eggs
2 turkey sausage patties

Lunch:
Tuna w/ lettuce
Peanuts
Cheese cubes

Dinner:
Leftover chicken and broccoli
Cheese stick

48 oz water.

BSBWL Challenge-Day 16

hahaha, I'm not sure what day it is. I'll figure it out later!  Didn't have a great week last week, but I am back on track!

Breakfast:
2 eggs
2 turkey sausage patties

Lunch:
Tuna salad w/ lettuce
Pork Rinds
Cheese cubes

Snacks:
Peanuts
Cheese Stick

48 oz water.

Dinner:
Chicken cooked in the skillet
Broccoli.

BSBWL Challenge-Day 9

Breakfast:
Cheese Cubes
2 Hard Boiled Eggs

Lunch:
Cheese Steak Salad w/ same things on it as yesterday
Egg Salad on leftover lettuce

Dinner:
3 Beef Hot dogs
Saurkraut

Large Dt. Coke
Not enough water!

BSBWL Challenge-Day 8 -Weigh In Day!

Today at work we were ready for a record event-having everything ready to close down the minute we closed! We had everything done and were walking towards the doors to lock them and a customer comes in with less than a minute left with a huge cash deposit...Fantastic! So instead of getting out early we got out late. Fun times!

So, today was Weigh In day! I did Awesome if I do say so myself!!

I lost 7.4 lbs which equals a loss of 3.34%

Breakfast:
Hard Boiled Egg
Sausage Patty

Lunch:
Philly Cheese Steak Salad w/ lettuce, cucumber, pickles, provolone, mayo, and the meat.

48 oz water.
Snack:
Hard boiled egg and cheese cubes.

Dinner:
Beef Tips
Cucumber w/ mayo
Shrimp

BSBWL Challenge-Day 7

Day 7 already? Doesn't feel like it's been a week. Tomorrow is weigh in day.

Breakfast:
Cheese Cubes

Lunch:
Philly Cheese steak Salad w/ lettuce, cucumbers, pickles, mayo, provolone, and the meat.

Dinner:
Beef Tips
Shrimp
Hard Boiled Egg

Water:
48 oz

Glass of crystal light

BSBWL Challenge-Day 6

I don't believe I ate enough food today. I wasn't hungry though.

Breakfast:
Pepperoni
Cheese cubes

Lunch:
Tuna fish w/ lettuce
Pork Rinds

Dinner:
Steak w/ mushrooms
Zucchini & Broccoli

Water:
96 oz

Snack:
Very small sliver of zucchini bread.

BSBWL Challenge-Day 5

Here I am on day 5. Still going strong. I am starting to have some cravings for things I can't eat though. I haven't had any Diet Coke in about a month. I was wishing for some yesterday and today though. I wished through it and had some Water and Crystal Light. Mowed the grass today. It's not as much exercise as it used to be though because we have a riding lawn mower now!

As you know, I got a promotion at work. I got it instead of someone else that has been there longer. She is very unhappy, which I can understand. However, I didn't make the decision but apparently she is mad at me about it. She un-friended me on Facebook today. Out of respect for her being my friend on Facebook, I didn't even post about it on there even though I was tremendously happy about it.

I got a new fish tank today. It's 20 gallons and I got a wooden stand for it as well. The old tank was 10 gallons and the one before that was 5 gallons. My fish just keep growing and growing! The one has to be at least 5 inches long now! They were feeder Goldfish that we won at the fair last year by throwing the ping pong ball in the fish bowl. I can't believe they are still alive! This is the biggest tank I am getting though so if they get to big for this one then they are going to have to go and live somewhere else!

Brunch:
Denny's Ultimate Omelette
Sausage

Snack:
Pepperoni

Dinner:
Shrimp
Beef Tips w/ Worcestershire sauce

48 ounces water
2 glasses Crystal Light

My MIL brought over my very favorite food tonight. It's her home made macaroni soup. I'm not having any. I've got my eye on the prize!